The Angel You Were

I am my own evidence.  When my mother’s first born, my brother Dandrell, died at birth, I appeared before my mother as a little spirit.  I told my mother “Don’t worry mommy; I’m coming.”  Then I vanished.  Years later after my brother was born he saw my spirit also, but aged slightly.

What explains it?  The Garden of Eden is a parable about the exile from heaven and how we were exiled because we were proud thinking we could be like Elohim God.  And as punishment for our deed we were sentenced to death.  If souls don’t exist what did my mother and brother see?  It was my soul.  It was my soul after I was banished and before I was forced to be a human.  I am my own evidence to that. 

I came here so arrogant too.  I told my mother once, still only 3 or so, “I’m sorry I’m so young and beautiful and you’re so old and wrinkled.”  I was so arrogant it’s no wonder that I sinned against God.

 I know people just think I’m crazy or that perhaps my mother is crazy.  I’m not the only person to have visited my mother before I was born (a.k.a. crystal children).  There are many of us and I fit the pattern of the typical crystal child perfectly.  It's evidence to support the Bible's claim.

We think we invented heaven to cope with death, but I still fear death because I have to be judged for my sin first before I can proceed.  Coming at all this from the “rational” and “scientific” mind it just seems foolish.  But think about it.  how many people do you know that see spirits and ghosts?  You don’t know because they keep it a secret.  There are millions of people who can testify to the presence of demons, angels, lost souls and spirits roaming the earth across different cultures that had no contact with each other.  It doesn’t make sense when you try to apply your limited human understanding, but it makes sense in the world of God.  And when one truth explains everything how can you doubt its authenticity?

Some evidence from the Bible

-->2 Peter  2:4  "For if God did not spare angels when they sinned, but sent them to hell, putting them into gloomy dungeons to be held for judgment"

“Jude 1:6  "And the angels who did not keep their positions of authority but abandoned their own home--these he has kept in darkness, bound with everlasting chains for judgment on the Great Day."